'aku bukan sengaja nak hilangkan diri.
aku ada sebab.
bagi aku last chance pls?'

gila vavi ah kau.
berapa byk chance kau nak ni?
benci ah camni.
haish.


...

'your guardian angel - red jumpsuit apparatus'

when i see ur smile
tears run down my face
i can't replace

and now that i'm stronger i've figured out
how this world turns cold
and breaks through my soul
and know i'll find deep inside me
i can be the one

i will never let u fall
i'll stand up for u forever
i'll be there for u through it all
even if saving u sends me to heaven

it's ok, it's ok, it's ok

seasons are changing
and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow shorter
and nights grow longer
i can show u i'll be the one

i will never let u fall
i'll stand up for u forever
i'll be there for u through it all
even if saving u sends me to heaven

cause u're my, u're my, my
my true love, my whole life
please dont throw that away

cause i'm here for u
please don't walk away
and please tell me u'll stay

use me as u will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and i know i'll be ok
through my skies are turning gray

i will never let u fall
i'll stand up for u forever
i'll be there for u through it all
even if saving u sends me to heaven.

not in the mood today.

sigh
sigh
sigh

...

innocent

i don't feel ok these few days.
i'm sorry if i've hurted anyone.
gimme some time
i promise i'll be back.

i've messed up myself with those stupid feelings again.
*sigh*
i should be more optimistic.
i should look at the bright side.
then i will not hurt my ownself anymore.
serius kau sangat bodoh, aida.
haih.



and i'm glad i have them.
they doubled the joys, and halved my pain.
thanks. thanks. thanks.
we talk silly things
we laugh till our stomach crack.
and we've done a bad thing too. hehe.
merah, hijau, perang, biru, remember? ;D
sorry kalau dua tiga hari ini aku sangat membosankan.
i'm trying my best to be the one who u can count on.
i promise i'll be back.
seriously friendship is not a game.
i love u guys!

the gediks

afzan, nita, laila, murti, syaf!

dadaNita and lailaMajnun!

eat-mate! muahaha!

the fun crazy diet-mate!

...

apa kau orang rasa?

apa kau orang rasa kalau orang pandang rendah kat kau orang?
apa kau orang rasa kalau semua pasal kau orang dikritik?
apa kau orang rasa bila kau orang disuruh berubah jadi orang lain?
apa kau orang rasa bila semua yang kau orang buat serba tak kena bagi diorang?
apa kau orang rasa bila kau orang kena berhadapan dengan manusia yang jauh lagi hebat dari kau orang?
apa kau orang rasa bila kau orang terpaksa senyum dan pura-pura tak ambil kisah bila kau orang dipandang rendah?
apa kau orang rasa bila kau orang berusaha untuk jaga hati orang tapi hati kau orang diabaikan?
apa kau orang rasa bila kau orang disuruh buat benda yang kau orang tak suka?
apa kau orang rasa bila kawan baik yang kau orang perlukan untuk luahkan masalah kau orang terlalu sibuk dengan hidup diorang?
apa kau orang rasa bila kau orang perlukan kawan baik kau orang tapi dia mendiamkan diri dari kau orang dan pura-pura tak wujud?
apa kau orang rasa bila kau orang kena diamkan semua ni untuk memuaskan hati semua orang?

aku akan kata,
aku rasa...
-SAKIT GILA VAVI-





....

silent prayer.

with all the love i have

in my heart today

i want to tell u

these feelings i want to stay

u're my angel in disguise

u read my soul with ur eyes

ur spirit has entered my heart

and it's my hope we never apart

for u are so special to me

without u, my heart would deeply bitterly

and it is for that, my dear angel,

i owe u my life.

-najrul helmi bin abd halim-

thanks for supporting me

thanks for being there with me

i'll do same for u

kau memang bodoh ok.

;)

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